I miss laying in bed with you after a long day, talking about anything or nothing at all. I miss looking at those sparkly dazed eyes, feeling the butterflies in my tummy. I miss feeling your heat next to me when I sleep and having someone to hold when I turn. I miss waking up to your body next to mine. I miss you hugging me when you woke up in the morning. I miss kissing you in the morning. I cannot wait to have those moments back. If only we could make our relationship official and legit as soon as possible.
I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career